Such a beautiful sight isn’t it? I just want to do nothing but stare at it..

Pity me. This perhaps will be my longest break I’ll ever have – 3weeks – But I have no plans whatsoever for a vacation! *cries*

This is unfair! My peers are traveling all over Malaysia, not to mention across the world, as we speak!

Yes, I’m a jealous prick here.

Call me out guys!! Pls!

^^

- Lost a bf
- Continuous arguments & fights with the immediate EX-bf
- Anasthesizing  myself with activities involving booze
- Lost a few friends in a day

Yeap. That pretty much summarize the past few months.

How I do it?
A little bit of Irrationality +  Anger + Stupidity + Childishness …..

….Voilà !
A string of unexpected events just follows you whether you like it or not!

The past few months has been really tiresome.
I did a lot of crying, screaming, hitting, slapping, bipolar-ing!
More than you might have in a year!!
I’m not exaggerating.. :s

But I’ve come to realize.. life should not go on like this.
Everything I was doing had to come to an end!

And it did.. I stopped acting like a fool. I used my head for once..
My poor brain, it had so much spiderwebs covering it!

Hence, I started picking myself up..
So did my relationship with my EX. ^.^
We sorted things out..We became Friends again.
Despite all the scars & wounds, we manage to overcome that.
Now, we’re good friends.

It’s pretty suffocating living like how I did.
So my advice to you is,
Before bursting out in flames,
Think TWICE/THRICE!
- Does it WORTH the flame??
- Have I gotten my facts right?
- Is it REALLY necessary?

Of course, if all the above answers to a YES! Then…GO AHEAD. Xp

Hmm. I miss home suddenly.
I.need.mommy’s.hug.

<3

Sorry I left you unattended bloggie. My deepest apologies. ^^

Mwuahs~!

*

Hmm. Something just caught my mind.

What do you think about drinking?

Of course, I’m talking about the booze.

What is so awesome about drinking cheap beer & liquor?

I mean they are just so awful to push down the throat!

The smell, and how it’ll hurt your entire alimentary canal & your liver!

But then again,

we’re only students.

Cheap is all we can afford in large quantities.

Besides, we just looove how the alcohol has effect on out body system.

Body feels so light, all tension from the books perhaps, are all gone. [ temporarily ]

When you can’t even balance yourself when you stand.

Euphoric.

Hugs are all you want. Just to talk your heart out to whomever that comes along.

Scream out loud, laugh out loud. That’s the best.

Ah. Not forgetting, the vomiting & the hangover.

Let’s just leave the grey zone alone aight?

*winks*

I personally enjoy it a lot.

Love having the company of my friends, doing crazy stuff.

Just love them to bits.

=)

At the strike of 12am, we made French toast together, lit little colourful candles, had lychee drinks with romantic song playing in the background. He has always loved having candle light dinner. Well in this case, supper. ^^  It was just beautiful eventhough it was just that simple. After the meal, somehow the weather was so cold, we cuddled tightly on bed, of course, we were having a heart-to-heart talk, when time just flew. It was perfect.

Suddenly he remembered that he needed to return the lighter he borrowed to light the candles, he just dashed out the room. As I was waiting, I dozed off. Darling came back soon after, while he was walking across the room, I kinda heard the crunching sound made by a plastic bag. Before I could figure out what it was, he just jumped into bed and had the world’s most adorable giraffe sprung out from underneath the blanket! Ahh! That was the stuffed toy I wanted so much from the store the other day! I didn’t wanna get it because I felt it was a waste of money. Baby was so sweet to have gotten it for me!! He then told me he loved the minute he laid eyes on it. He said the giraffe reminded him so so much of me. Big eyes, cute & lovable. You’ll get it when you see the picture. Xp

He knew I was preparing a gift for him. I told him you wait patiently while it was my turn to sprint to my room and back. I’d presented to him, a little DIY photo album. =) It consists of pictures we have together from during courtship, the proposal, all the outings we had in India & Malaysia. He loved it so so much. I noticed his eyes were all teary & red. ^^

The rest of the day was just lovely time spent together.

Babyboo,

Happy 1^st Anniversary

Rainbow?

Punk?

Sneakers.

Cheerful Cupcake

Mika! =D

Water Balloons! ^^

Okie dokie. I guess it’s enough for one post. =D
Pictures are courtesy of we♥it.

I guess this post reflects how I am currently feeling now.

H.A.P.P.Y

It has been a great day. Had cheer practice, chasing series. episode after episode. it just gets more interesting. Have you watched Vampire Diaries? It’s sooo addictive. well at least for me. ^^ It’s something different from Twillight. It’s more realistic I would say. In VD, they cant walk under the sun let alone GLOW like diamonds. They must be INVITED into the house, otherwise they are not able to step into the house. So guys, be careful who you invite into your house k? =P There are witches in this story. Makes it so much more interesting. ^^

Have a great day!

♥

I’ve not been able to give a very satisfying & honest answer to everyone. *deep breath* Here goes. Yes, I’m with him. As in, we’re a couple.

I know my friends well enough. They probably have much much to say about this decision of mine.

Dx is not the same as before. He’s been so great to me. Previously, we probably ended up where we were because we didnt know how to communicate. Yeah when a girl is in rage, she CAN say pretty bad stuff about her guy. My mom always say that my temper will one day scare my man away~ ahaks. well, thank god that hasn’t happened yet. ^^ Trust me on this, you wont wanna step on my tail when i’m on fire. I’ll be a total stranger then. The both of us have anger issues. hence we’re both learning to control & change for the better.
My dear friends, please wish us luck, we would really like to prove to you & also to ourselves that, we can do this.

=)

Bf & I had been quarreling almost everyday on matters that are so small that it should be ignored or even forget. But.. as hot tempered as we are, we had to pick on every single pitty matter that stumbles upon us, had to give our best shot at hurting & scarring each other before settling for a mere Sorry. Our ego were that strong that the word Sorry will not slip out of the corners of our mouths till we are completely exhausted from hurting each other. At least that’s how is it for me~

Finally I’ve decided to call it quit.

I’ve gathered all the courage within me, told him that we’re done, that I was serious.

Since this happens to him all the time, it didnt occur to him that I was for real. He just said, Fine. Go ahead!

I on the other hand gathered all my friends to help me on this as I know myself well. I will be running back to him, begging him to accept me again at the end of the day. My friends were all out to help me. They made sure I had to way to contact him, no communication & kept a distance from him. Wherever I went, I wasn’t alone, I wasn’t near him at all. Yes that was how much effort they made for me. Everything went according to plan for 5days. However, my determination has shaken by then.

In those 5days, I saw pain & suffering in him. If love wasn’t there, I wont feel a thing for him. But, that wasn’t the case. My heart hurt so bad whenever I see him in such a devastated condition. I wished so badly to just run over to him, just to give him a nice long hug to assure him that everything is okay now, that I wont leave him anymore. I just wanted to be there for him. However, I was in a dilemma. What about my friends that went all out for me? I thought to myself. I struggled. I didnt know what to do. Should i go back to him? would it be a wise choice? or should i listen to my friends as they too know what’s best for me. I struggled..

After mush struggling & dilemma, I’ve finally decided. I’ve accepted his apology & gave him love again.

Probably this way i’d hurt my friends, i’d lose their trust. But I’m happy most when i’m with him, no one else can replace him. I really hope my friends can understand. I dont expect them to agree but just to understand that.. Swee Ling needs Dao Xiang very much.

Popular Desert amongst 7th Batch

walking in front of hostel

The bridge we have to cross under for minor grocery shopping

"The Road" Lunch @ Kevis

Streets of Old Town Salem

The All-Famous Auto!!

 

 

After a long tiring walk, finally found a shopping haven to lift our spirit ~!

Though some might not have thought so =P

Ah~ Continue to choose & bargain~!

*bummer*

~The End~